Phoebe! I really miss you...

打拼咗成個禮拜,終於都係星期五病倒了,
發燒又暈又多痰又鼻塞,現在康復中,
希望星期二可以如常返學,
停咗兩日工,再噤落去驚追唔返啲進度...

晚上睇"蔡蘭品味",
談到中山裝,我都想弄一件給自己,
中山裝有小許洋服感覺,又有另一翻獨特的韻味,
用來拜年或出席不同場合也不失大體,
低調亦莊重,實而不華,正合我意.

At the midnight, She once again appear in my mind, I miss her so much, but I've not been succeeded to contact her since she had left, A feeling of looniness, helplessness is filling up my mind,At that time, I was wondering whether I will have a chance to study aboard, go to Brisbane and study at the University of Queensland, and find her there, It seem to be impossible, The university of Queensland is the fourth famous university of Queensland, and I'm just a student in Hong Kong IVE, some say "How hard could it be? It is just a problem of money.", Even He is right, so what, A son have the responsibility to lower the expenditure, right? Actually my parent may not have the ability to let me study aboard, nothing I can do... to get a scholarship? I know my stuff inside out, It would be hard to such a things happen on a guy like me, Further more, There are no top-up degree form IVE to the University of Queensland, Now I realize it's just a dream, I've never been succeed on anything, for me... I've failed so many thing in my life, what I've will lose through the rapid passing time, become a creature between the living and the death... looking forward to see her again, I didn't expect anything, now I just want to see her again, see her smile and know she is fine, whether she care about me or not is not important anymore...

今日隻 Snow Leopard 終於都送咗黎,
二話不說就裝咗先,果然係全世界最好嘅電腦系統,
開機熄機都比以前快咗好多,最正都係個 Track Pad 中文手寫功能,
唔使再用九方lu! Lee 編野都系用 Track Pad 寫出黎 ga...

又再一次面對放榜,
結果就係驚喜,再一次看見那熟悉的數字,
十一分,又係十一分,
我冇野好講,只有對自已嘅失望,
一年來我努力過,但竟從未進步過,
我問心無愧,但為何我不能做到?心中沒有答案,
眼見身邊的朋友成績如何地好,我變得十分秒小,
恨不得自已打自已.
亦看見身邊的朋友如何地差,卻感到他們的悲傷.
三萬人的笑聲後面有流著五萬人的淚,
我沒有資格,夢想幻滅,又回到沒有希望的我...